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i finally decided to redo this. well, my name is mindy. the meaning of mindy is honey, but trust me, if you call me honey, i'll go fucking wacko on you. my full name is melinda jean weber, i hate my name. the meaning behind it is, i guess okay, but i hate my name. so don't try to call me melinda. because if you do, i'll have to kill you. *wink, wink*. i am a bisexual, meaning yes, i like girls. if you are against that kind of shit, get off my page immediately, because i don't like you if you are. i am a very misunderstood person, no one really understands me. they may think they do, but no one knows the real me. i've been hurt many times in my life, for many reasons i would not like to share, some are very well known, but they still hurt me every day. in the year of 2006, my life has been hell. it's like no one likes me or something, lol. lets just say um my father had a heart attack in late april, i lost my best friend of 6 years over another girl in early april, my best friend was diagnosed with cancer in late may, my sister had a miscarrige on st. patrick's day. yeah, i've had a lot happen to me. but i really try to not think about all of it, and i haven't in a while. i have ocd, sort of, it's not diagnosed, it probably never will be, but trust me, it seems like i do. i'm very emotional, i cry a lot. i'll cry over anything. if you say anything mean, yes, i'll most likely cry. if you say something that is about one of my idols that offends me, i'll cry. i'm very emotional. i'm very obsessed with american idol. it's practically my life. seriously. i sleep, eat, drink, breathe it. it's entertaining as hell, for sure. to me, it = best show ever. umm, i'm very obsessed with jessica sierra, i think i've made that clear throughout my page, obviously. she's freaking amazing to me, she's my hero. and that's that. i hate fake people, i think they are just people who are stupid. i don't like you if you are a bitch/skank/slut/whore/hoe/etc, or if you are cocky or arrogant. k thanks. if you are one of those, number 1, get a life, and number 2, GET OFF MY PAGE!! at times, i can be very pms-y, even when i DON'T have my period, so watch out. i love my friends, i love my family, i love life [most of the time], i love boys, american idol is amazing, haters and fakes suck, i am not understood. i'm sort of a brat, at times, but it's just because my parents give me whatever i freaking WANT. there is a point in your life, when you realize that's what i wanna be when i grow up. i've been mislead for the past 3 years, i've always though i wanted to be a singer, but i've realized, that my real talent, is my dancing. it's passion. it's what i want to do. singing, i need to try it, i need to try to make it, but dancing will always be my passion. iloveit. you may think you know me now, but you don't. kthx.

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